Everything I Am Poem by Laura arwen

I must be
alone because I
can not stand
people
I do not
want to have
constraints and limitations,
and being alone
I have more
freedom
I and loneliness
we were adhering
I want the
tranquility at home
and the usual
routine because only
then I am
calm
Some days I
feel so lonely
and sad that
irritates me even
the slightest thought
I do not
have a reputation
so I don't
defend or protect
it
My only outlet
is the writing
because only then
I have full
control of my
mind
Unfortunately I'm not
good at doing
anything
I am extremely
confident that I'll
never find work
I have to
clear the mind
every day otherwise
I'll have the
anxiety
I can not
stand the pressure
to do my
job well
For me it's
very disturbing to
upset my habits
For me is
very important to
maintain the peace
of the soul