*`feeling Bad Poem by Allysyn Bryant

Here it Comes back again
Empty House, Sinking Feeling
What's going to happen this time?

Will the World stop moving and stand still?
Will I wake up alone and find I'm okay with it?
Or Will I watch them leave and not stop them this time?

Maybe I'm the one who's stopped...
Maybe I'm the one who wants to be alone...
Or Maybe I'll be the one to leave...

Is this what Life is now..?
White Lies. Tortured Alienation. Verbalized Farewells.
Hurting Hearts. Unspoken Words. Sleeping Enraged.
This isn't what Life should be

If only I felt what I crave..
Love. Security. Achieved.

To be in his arms..
To see her smile..
To once make them proud..

I'd Give a lot....
Just to get Rid of this Feeling Bad

August 19,2010