Finding Myself (Lyrics) Poem by Amy Fifita

Finding Myself (Lyrics)



Don’t you think its funny how one little thing can change your life,
From being perfect and happy to being in trouble and strife.
It seems to attack you when you’re at your worst and overflows your life like you’re cursed.
Nothing seems to help it keeps getting worse.


(Chorus)
Why oh why does it have to be me these wrong doings seem to be blinding me and I can’t see
Good from bad, bad from good it’s all a blur for me.



All along I trusted them, I put my trust in their hands, for them to crush it, is all my beliefs that people care for me gone forever on their demand.
I feel evil devouring me tearing me apart ripping away my knowing of what is the wrong way to go, knowing I’d brought this upon myself confused and bitter not even knowing myself anymore, and I should at least have myself to know.


(Chorus)
Why oh why does it have to be me these wrong doings seem to be blinding me and I can’t see
Good from bad, bad from good it’s all a blur for me.


Turning people against me till I can’t see what I am doing, doing to myself until my wrong doings seems to be a yelp for help, in my eyes but not yours and it bring me down so quickly I cant pick myself up to what they expect of me but, what I see and they see is completely different of what they see and think of me.



(Chorus)
Why oh why does it have to be me these wrong doings seem to be blinding me and I can’t see
Good from bad, bad from good it’s all a blur for me.



It’s washing me of the reassuring thoughts of my friend caring until it washes my thoughts and knowledge of right and wrong out.
Breaking through this layer of evil as it suffocates me, me with no senses of good and bad, right from wrong breaking through until I find me, the ME, but not the me I’ve become.

COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Daniel Brick 06 April 2014

The chorus of your song is like an arrow that lands directly in the bulls-eye of the target. It tells what's happening to you because of the cares that afflict you, but it also shows you what to do. You've got to clear your vision so you can see clearly the good and the bad. Hamlet said, there's nothing good nor bad but thinking makes it so. It's really true. Change- your thinking and you change your world. Of course, making that change is like lifting a 150 pound rock and putting it in a rock garden on the other side of your house. Take it slow, and rely on others! You have my best wishes in your quest to find the absolutely one unique Amy of the World!

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Slade Oriley 01 June 2009

Wow, This is a very deep song. It sounds like your struggling with life and all the things that is expected from you. Great song!

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