Fitting In... Poem by RIC BASTASA

inside the mosquito net
he reveals that he is having a hard time
fitting a part of him
to her

i am at a loss
wanting to imagine what could this be
something sexual
or metaphorical

he says i refuse to understand
perhaps i must be too innocent or i must be too dumb
been purified lately
and what is adulterated simply repulses the emptiness
of my senses

don't know,
don't know

what is it please? what is it?
please.