Fixations Poem by Laura arwen

I am totally
obsessed with writing
because it is
the thing that
creates more clutter
In the last
period I am
very attached with
the order
My fixations comfort
me when I'm
too sad
Fixations are an
important part of
being human
They are useful
not to think
about the problems
My fixations are
always alive in
my mind but
few are in
mind
My fixations are
near the obsession
but they are
less present and
harassing
Somehow my fixations
are my flag
and my strange
recognition
I am not
so used to
my many fixations
because they change
in a jiffy
Sometimes they keep
me awake all
night because they
need my constant
thought
They are a
glimmer of hope
and insanity at
same time
I feel good
with my fixations
because they give
me comfort and
support