Find Yourself Poem by Laura arwen

I have no
perspective and expectation
for my future
I don't believe
in miracles thought
I pray that
it happens one
Lately I'm very
impatient with the
prospects of life
that present themselves
to me
It's necessary that
I have visions
and dreams continually
It's hard to
feel really free
of any invisible
chain
I am haunted
by loneliness and
monotony because is
just of the
monotony that I
draw inspiration for
my compositions
I don't want
to have a
future because I
don't have the
strength to build
it
The world is
so fierce ad
aggressive that scares
me to deal
with it
The night is
so good to
me to allow
me to write
Indecision is a
curse for me
because it makes
me to have
a lot of
doubts
I'm too proud
to dream the
cleaning of my
house