For Me Poem by Laura arwen

Sometimes I want
to cry all
day for many
days
I can't react
for something
My heart is
burning for someone
special and beautiful
I feel broken
inside
I can't deny
and I can't
challenge the loneliness
I feel so
empty and confused
There's no hope
or joy for
myself
When I'm active
I'm happy but
I'm more happy
when I don't
move
I seriously need
to be a
bit minimalist because
I'm suffocating with
all the stuff
I have
It seems that
everything goes wrong
with me
I want to
have the perfect
home
I want to
be happy in
my lonely world
I need to
detoxify myself from
technology and completely
immerse myself in
reading
In some days
I feel terribly
alone and empty
I feel strange
when I'm bored
or I'm not
concentrated on something
I'm aware to
be lonely