For My Friend Poem by cabby desired

I couldn't go through life knowing my friend was in vain
I know that she caused pain
but shes my best friend in the world
so i look around
with my head in a whirl
and think to myself
I do not die for pleasure
i do not die from pressure
i do not die for sorrow
i do not die from pain from others
i would never die to cause pain
I die for my best friend
i die for a friendship that was pure
I die for a friend this is true
Cause there is no life to be living through
so to you i say think of it this way
I was going to die anyway
I'm just ending it a little sooner
Just think of it as me being away
and is going to be back as another
Just on a different day
Always remember this too
I'm not doing this because of you
I'm doing this for my friend
so she doesn't die alone or in a sin
so she doesn't die in pain of being in vain
This is what I'm dieing for
here's another way to see
so you can leave it be
Life is already hell
I'm just releasing my self from the cell
I'm freeing all this pain
so there's nothing left to contain
plus I'm happier this way
I'm happy not being afraid