Forbidden Love Poem by celia hinojosa

There's no point of trying to find happiness 
It won't come no matter how hard I try or how hard I push
There's only one person I want in this world but I can't have her
Her love for me is more than dead, its rotten
She doesn't even care what I could possibly feel for her in a friendly way or more 
I know I should move on but the memories won't let me go
It's like I love how much she hates me cause I love a challenge
But this is a challenge that I know that I will never win 
I still don't give up knowing I'm going no where with this 
This is forbidden love and she is the sweet forbidden fruit
Her loves the taste that I love expensive though right now it's sour
So sour that it makes me cry but I still want you
I can't forgot kissing you cause it was like heavens sweet sin
Your love warming my heart that was un melt able ice but your melted it
My eyes had no spark they were just black and dark and were like a black hole
Sucking in all the ugly that this world has to offer
But when you came in my life you made my eyes spark
I could always turn to you when I had issues at home
Now what do I do....
This is forbidden love and she is the sweet forbidden fruit
I'm in depression and I can't speak this love turned me mute.