my elder sister has chosen
a blond hair as she aged.
she is dying, and she finally
got her wish, a blonde hair.
the die is cast she said.
she gambled her life and she lost.
i pause to consider fate.
we never really had choices or
if we had, what happened
was always beyond our control
for instance her wish before
was only to be a teacher to
follow mother's footsteps but
she got sick and had to stay
at home and just watch her life
flow like a river while she
remains a leaf carried to any
direction as the wind pleases.
at the peak of this hot month
of june on a tuesday we felt
that it is really the first time
that we talked. No pity this time.
nothing about regrets just the
trivial matters about nothing
for instance the fact that her
leche flan is not that sweet to
cause me my tonsilitis and that
i may have bactridol again or
another round of ten days for
antibiotics or that it is surprising
to know that wonder woman is
hercules' sister? oh my, they never
taught us that. We are at the surface
of things, glossy and artificial.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem