Go Fast And Slow Poem by Laura arwen

Sometimes I want
cry all day
My world is
too silent but
it is perfect
In some particularly
gloomy day I
feel trapped
I will never
be happy enough
as I would
be in isolation
My mind is
tired and confused
It is hard
to live with
other people
Sometimes I'm bored
and distressed by
my monotony
In some occasion
I would like
to be stronger
physically and mentally
Very often I
waste a lot
of time thinking
what I could
do
There is no
solution to my
boredom
I'm so stupid
to be afraid
of everything
I live of
extremes and exaggerations
I feel lost
in an obscure
and powerful abyss
In some periods
I feel trapped
in my solitary
routine
I never want
to celebrate
I want to
be eternal and
immortal because I
fear the death
Maybe I'll die
totally alone
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