Crystal Johnson

Rookie (8-17-91 / Maury County, Tennessee)

God, Please Don'T Make Me Beg - Poem by Crystal Johnson

I know we haven’t spoken
I know we aren’t that close
But it seems like you ignore me
At times that I need you the most.

Do you see me falling to my knees,
Asking you to help?
Are you really listening,
Or am I talking to myself?

Do you see my crying?
As I lie awake in bed,
Screaming, yelling, and praying to you
Silently in my head.

Please would you just answer me?
God, please, just give me a sign.
Tell me things will be okay,
Tell me things will be all right.

What did I do to deserve this?
What have I done wrong?
Did you just sit there and laugh at me,
As all this hurting was going on?

Oh please, I need an answer,
God, please don’t make me plead!
I need to know you hear me,
God, please don't make me scream!

I need to know you’ll help me
I need to know you’re there
I need to know you love me
I need to know you care.

Too many times I’ve got on my knees.
Too many times I’ve cried.
Too many times I’ve hurt so bad,
That I honestly wanted to die.

I just needed you to listen
Did you forget about me again?
What’s the use in prayers,
If you never answer them?

Comments about God, Please Don'T Make Me Beg by Crystal Johnson

  • (3/31/2006 8:14:00 PM)

    That a girl your age could understand this eteranl sadness is amazing! ! (Report) Reply

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  • (3/31/2006 7:12:00 PM)

    I don't believe for a minute God has forgotten you. Maybe he knows you have the answers already within you. Stay strong Crystal. I'm praying for you. Love, mary (Report) Reply

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Poem Submitted: Thursday, March 30, 2006

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