Goodbye Poem by In Need Of Some Guidance

It's me, again
sorry to bother you..
needing a friend.
Can't hide the pain...
can't face it... can't take it.
Can't breathe, my lungs... crushing,
my heart aching... lost... stolen.
Ripped out of me... my soul...
I have one?
no it's gone.... hiding... left me, alone.
running! come back! !
it's happy.. not with me!
gotta be happy for it! !
can't.... how selfish... very selfish...
not like you... you have to do it...
you know you must.... ok i will...
it's only fair...
goodbye.