Can't believe your still on my mind
It's killing me inside that I still feel this way
I wish you did know how I felt
But I just can't get the courage to tell you
I hate it that I have these feelings for you
Hate it that this heart won't let me forget you
You've been a jerk for a while now and I wonder how can I still feel this way about you
Wondering why I can't get you out of my mind
Wish this wasn't hard but it is
I hate it that it is
I hate it that I fell in love with you
All I wanted was someone who cared and I thought I found the one
Would have done anything for you
You just never gave me the chance
Stuck here trying to figure out a way to rid these thoughts
I was alone and afraid
But then you came along into my life
And then I felt so alive felt like anything was possible again
I was slowly losing pain and it was because of you
You were the one who made my day no matter how rough it had been
It was you who made me laugh and you were the one who made me feel important
Even when I didn't feel like smiling you would make me crack a smile
During the dark desires of when I wanted to die
You were always there listening to me
Slowly I was having feelings that I never had before
I was falling for you
And you were the one that I talked about all the time
I would sit there and daydream of you
All my thoughts were you at one point in my life
Kept wondering why you made me feel this way
And why did you live so far from me
But now, now I wish you would just fade away from me
Fade away from my heart and soul
I want these feelings to die and never to return
I hate it that I fell for you
Hate it that you came along into my life
But I can't change the past but I can the future
And I'm starting it right now
I want to forget you
Never speak of you ever again
I have to rid you out of my heart forever and ever
No more can this go on
Cause it's hurting me to keep holding on to you
Shedding tears every now and then because of you
Can't let this go on
Gotta make sure I stay away
Cause if I don't I will continue to hurt
Continue to have these feelings that I do
I don't want or need that anymore I have to make my heart forget you
May 16,2008
May this poem be the impetus for you to rid the memory you so desperately wish, until of course, you create another. Nicely done, Chick.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
your heart can never really forget that person it just mends. Becca