Gotta Forget You Poem by ESPN CHICK

Can't believe your still on my mind
It's killing me inside that I still feel this way
I wish you did know how I felt
But I just can't get the courage to tell you

I hate it that I have these feelings for you
Hate it that this heart won't let me forget you
You've been a jerk for a while now and I wonder how can I still feel this way about you

Wondering why I can't get you out of my mind
Wish this wasn't hard but it is
I hate it that it is
I hate it that I fell in love with you

All I wanted was someone who cared and I thought I found the one
Would have done anything for you
You just never gave me the chance

Stuck here trying to figure out a way to rid these thoughts
I was alone and afraid
But then you came along into my life
And then I felt so alive felt like anything was possible again

I was slowly losing pain and it was because of you
You were the one who made my day no matter how rough it had been
It was you who made me laugh and you were the one who made me feel important

Even when I didn't feel like smiling you would make me crack a smile
During the dark desires of when I wanted to die
You were always there listening to me
Slowly I was having feelings that I never had before

I was falling for you
And you were the one that I talked about all the time
I would sit there and daydream of you

All my thoughts were you at one point in my life
Kept wondering why you made me feel this way
And why did you live so far from me
But now, now I wish you would just fade away from me

Fade away from my heart and soul
I want these feelings to die and never to return
I hate it that I fell for you

Hate it that you came along into my life
But I can't change the past but I can the future
And I'm starting it right now
I want to forget you

Never speak of you ever again
I have to rid you out of my heart forever and ever
No more can this go on

Cause it's hurting me to keep holding on to you
Shedding tears every now and then because of you
Can't let this go on
Gotta make sure I stay away

Cause if I don't I will continue to hurt
Continue to have these feelings that I do
I don't want or need that anymore I have to make my heart forget you

May 16,2008