ESPN CHICK Poems

I wonder why I can't die
Cause I'm filled with pain
Broken all over the place
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I wish I could be you're Cinderella
I wish I could meet you at a ball and
You find my glass slipper and bring it back
Then sweep me off my feet
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I thought I could stay away
But I just couldn't bare it anymore
It was calling my name so I had to
I know I gave in
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depression is when you are sucked into a cold lonely world
where you don't have anyone to love
no one by you're side
you wish you could die
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She looks into the mirror
With tears flowing down her face
Wishing that she was someone else
Because she hates what she sees
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This is it everything that you have gone through is now memories.
All of your happy and sad times in high school have now faded.
A new life has begun on your own.
No more waking up dreading that this day will never get here.
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Invisible is what I am
To everyone that surrounds me
I am alone and hurting
There's pain that won't die
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I have a rose that is black and its bleeding dark red blood
How I love to stare at it before I lay in bed
It reminds me of how broken I really am
This rose represents every part of me
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I will never know how I feel
Cause I am caught up in a moment
So emotionally
I can barely breathe
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I look at this knife in my hand
I think about cutting over and over again
To feel real too feel the pain
Just so I can breathe
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