Guide To Suicide Poem by Tess Connor

Is it wrong I like to hurt myself? Wrong I like to feel pain?
I’m not a normal person like the others, no I’m not the same
I purposely harm myself-make it long and painful so I feel every little bit
Starve my body of necessary nutrients and stuff it full of s**t
Drinking sugary energy drinks, overdosing the daily max, going on sugar high
Edging over my body’s limit, ignoring the pain it causes- like drinking cyanide
Heart is pumping faster now, blood is nice and thin
Just one more thing to do to make it definite before I pierce my skin
Go for a run, fast paced to get the blood a pumping
Cause I know when I stop I won’t run no more- my heart is thumping
This is it, the moment I’ve dreamt of, the greatest part
Time to spill my death lusting blood and drain all the pain away from my heart