Where is the magic circle
Where is that magic touch
that makes things right?
That will comfort you
in the middle of the night
when everything is still
and not a sound is heard
except your screaming mind.
That indexfile box
of memories and words
inside your brain
that goes from A to Z
from zero to infinity
and back again.
And those Alfred Hitchcock dreams
that wake you from your sleep
a waking that releases you
from all the horror of that other world
from which you thank your darkest stars
that it’s not real –
from which you think you can’t escape.
But you do.
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I would like to translate this poem
I really like the movement from the magic questions at the beginning to the surprising indexfile image and the stark pain: it all bites - so thank you for the ending too!