Heartbreak A Poem Poem by Matthew Holloway

I'm heartbroken, grieving
My life as I knew, is gone
The world feels at an end
I may just sit here and drink
Till I pass out
I mourn my actions, my words
Those done and those not done
I curse with spit and fury
That I am not a better man
That I could not be more
This whole being human thing
I've never been good at that
Never been a people person
Of good social grace
I'm more suited to being alone
Where I only annoy myself
Where I am unable to hurt anyone
I'll scream at the world get out
Begone, go away and leave me
To drink and write alone
Something I've become used to
My life is a series of cycles
I'll build it up and burn it down
Just to lay in the ashes
Cry and write another poem