Monday, May 17, 2010
i was looking out the car window and all i could hear was my heart crying saying let me out help me get me outta here i saw a group of what looked liked guys my heart cried out to them for them to help me me not thinking about what they would do to me or do for me. me not thinking that if i get out of the car that my sistuation would turn from bad in to worse. all my body wanted to feel is free free from hurt stress and pain. help get me out of here iam so confused and so lost iam begging help me! help me! out of this box i want to be loved free and cared for i need you. whoever you are and where ever you are help me iam trying to talk to you but you dont hear me. i want you to help me but i dont know how to askit is just so much pain behind this mask only you couls see my true feelins becuase it has a true meaning pretending isnt easy when you cant pretend to feel the real pain.