I Dont Know Poem by Jamelia Lane

so i dont know what to say about you
on and on id like to think were threw
instead you say that you care
lying and faking dont you dare
i would like to allow my self to love you
but i cant because my heart says not to
my guard is up and my heart is locked away
i love you so much i rather you stay
but you cant keep doing what your doing
becuase it takes so long for my heart to start choosing
whos to say what will happen to you
mabey you wil leave or be gone like the others too
i dont want you to leave me
because that would be 1,2 then 3
i love you so much that i cant tell you how much
mabey because ur bust and such
my hear t is aching
iam trying to keep it from breaking
and i love you so much and i not just sayin
whish i could sit down and tell you everything
but to get the word out are harder than it seems!