Her Poem by maria gomez

I see you with her and I know you shouldn’t be. I see the way you act around her when I’m around. Then I leave and you’re all over her. What’s happening and you and me have something that I see you and her have and I’m kinda puzzled because we were together way before she came in into our lives. What is it that she has that I don’t have? A new year starts and you told me that we could make it though what ever they put us though. At first I believed you. Everything was fine then she came in. You said that you guys were just friends, but do you think I look that stupid to you. I know you’re more then that with her. I just wanna know what I did to deserve this pain from you. You said you loved me with all your heart. And I’ve believed you. Now she’s gone, left without a trace. Then things go back to normal, I sometimes don’t understands why you can’t just stay with one girl. At times I feel like I should leave you but I don’t because I’m hoping that you will change and you somewhat do. Then I think about all we been though and I know your the one for me. You tell me that you want to spend the rest of your life with me and more. You make me cry in a happy way. People ask me why I am putting myself though this pain. I tell them that you’ve changed and you’re different. They don’t believe me. They find me other guy that they know that they won’t hurt me the way you did. And I tell the guys that they choose that I have a man. Then they leave disappointed because they were hoping they would change my mind and stay with them. You know that I’m the kind of girl that would never cheat or do anything to hurt you. I know you’ve cheated and you know that saying “Love means never saying that you’re sorry.” And I’ve heard you say “I’m sorry” for so many things that sometimes I stop and think dose “he really love me? ” Or Is he just messing with me like all the other guys did. Then I see you walking down the street with her, you don’t look interested in her. Mabye you did change. They were wrong that you would never change. There’s something missing though I know it’s not your insists because that was gone way before she came. I’ll ask you in the future what was it about her? And you will tell me that she was in the past and now I’m the only her.