Holding Fates Hands, You'Ll Forget Me Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

So how quickly the mighty have fallen
How painful the knife becomes
The blood trickles down my eyes
As the truth bleeds away all those lies
So the light from the night was the light of betrayal
The mask of caring was really the mask of abusing
It's clear you only used me, for your retched games
Never did you have good intentions for my heart
Yet why do I feel as if you're so fickle?
You say one thing yet mean another
So may things circulating around your name
All of this chaos is starting to drive me insane
They say when you constantly think about someone
They are the person who is meant to be on your mind
Yet all I think about when I think of you is heartache
Dose that mean your suppose to be the one for me
So take back your poison coated kisses
Take back those dagger light nights
The one where you held me close
Made me feel as if I was yours and only yours
Yet it was just a one-sided pleasure
Never did you care for my needs or feelings
So push the plate of rejection my way
Play pretend like your really sad
But this is just a destructive situation
Possibly a relationship based on your convenience?
I am not a toy, so please don't play with my heart
I am not your little slave, here to serve you and only you
I am me, and that's all I can be
You want me to be something else then leave
Take your self out of my life and never give me a second glance
You want me, then fight for me
Show me you want me for your self
That you truly care for me and want to be with me
Other wise start looking in other directions
Find your self someone else to hold your burdens
To listen to your sorrows and sad lectures
You cry about how hard your life's become
Well I'm sorry to tell you it's only as hard as you make it
You say you want out, where there's the door who's going to stop you
So take your pathetic life away from me
Take your lies and run away from this
Just like you always do, never comprehend the damage you've inflected
God forbid you actually took on responsibility for your actions
Did you not see those tears in my eyes when I said goodbye?
Did you not hear my voice break when I kissed you one last time?
It's clear who cared and who didn't in this situation
Clearly I was never meant to be with someone like you
It's not like you'd ever fight to keep me
You'll let me go with out warning and admit defeat
When you could have given it a little more hope
Could have given us a little more light
But you choice to take what you could get
And let me walk away, holding the hand of fate
I'll never be the one, you turn to and cry about
Say that's the one I wish I never would have let go
Unlike the others, you'll never cry over me
You're too heartless to see what you had
So I'll find my safety in the well-known darkness
And care to my freshly inflected wounds
Nurture them and heal, just like I always do
Eventually I'll start over again
But for now I want to pretend
Everything is fine and you'll still fight for me
But reality kicks in and I know you'll just let me go
It's sad when you let the only happiness you had go