Hopeless Poem by Kevin John Racaza

Well, darkness must have dissipated by now

Even so, I can't really tell if I'm fine oh how?

So many troubles have got me cornered,

And immobilized by mistakes I haven't altered.



Just how am I supposed to get over this?

Everything that I've said are nothing but useless.

I'm losing the courage I've had before,

'Wish I could feel it just once more.



I'm down, so down that I can't get up.

When will all these sorrows have their stop?

What I know is that the plain old me is stupid,

So stupid that until now my hopes have gone morbid.



Suffocated, I tried to fix me myself over and over,

But I just grew endlessly tired and somber

Everytime I manage to lift my spirit up

I get beaten down to a maraudered pulp



I'm no longer sane enough to think

'Seems like my pen has run out of ink

Though I want to start another prelude

I drift back to the same story, a hopeless dude