Hoping Poem by Alicia Roseberry

i hope every night,
i prey everything will be alright,
but they arnt,
i feel dead,
my arm bleeds for hope,
no light,
only the hope for your return,
i know how much she means to you,
but im your sister,
i need you here,
i know its selfish,
i know its heartless,
but i was left alone,
i try to reasist,
but i slip up the razors gliding against my skin,
the crimson liquid,
makes me hope there will be no tomorow for me,
but then i see your eyes,
i hear your crys,
you watch as i slowly drift into my own hell,
i whisper gently ' only time will tell my brother',
my life fades and the emptyness goes away,
this is where hoping got me.