I Am Scared Of Love. Poem by Kate Kate

I am scared of love. I don't want to get my heart broken from tropes from fairy tales. I can't handle being the second choice. I am afraid of opening my heart and losing them. I want to love someone badly but can't open my heart. I can't watch bittersweet movies. I don't want to go through the heartbreak of falling in with characters and seeing them not get the happy ending they deserve. I want to see them happy, I want to see them joyful, I want to see myself happy, I want to see myself optimistic. I Don't want my love life to end tragically. Why can't I love out of my comfort?