I, Blind Poem by jathin aka jesuzz

Shed on me no light, for blindness to me; is dear.
Throw me no favours, for I love being cripple,
Enlighten me not, for ignorance in me is bliss
Remind me not, of my appalling past for I live it
Walk with me if u crave the gray, for white

Create? I cannot, for I am too bland,
Destroy? I cannot, for im too puny
But oh’ how ‘o’ how shall I feel alive,
May be when all around me is dead.

Like the gluttony of a famished beast,
I seek for misery in, nook an corner
Envy is what I have for the pleasant and innocent
For in my mirror I have seen
Only an image of my corrupt soul
Despised by ones who engendered.
In the cold metal strings I saw my salvation,
Alas in my hands like a raped virgin, they wailed
Ne'er a tune of heart, but always a scream of anguish.


I crave to be, the stain on a unsoiled glass,
I crave to be, the spot of age on a antique potrait.
I hope to the bark center of nothing,
In me all plague.
Infest and incest.
Arise with me none shall, for seeds of pessimism, I swifly shall plant
Water them, in all those around me,
I will see the seeds nurture, into woods of negativity
For
I cannot see, see their failure
Towering, so above the few
Of my so prized success.

Jesuzz