I Cant Poem by Miral El Nahry

Realize..How everything falls apart..
Can You See..How it all breaks my heart..
I cant live with these people
I cant stay alive..
It's not that i fall in trouble
I just cant survive..

I keep lieing to myself that everything will be okay..
That i will figure something out..
But nothing is okay..That's what they say..
It's just me that's left for them to doubt..

I cant give up
I cant let them know..
I should just stop..
Because my life, ill never show..
So I cant surrender..
Because My lies, they still remember..

Im falling apart completely..
I think it's over..I feel them growing stronger..
I should stay alive..No Longer..
Ive to fall now, I dont care how

Ill try to go on untill the end..
No more i can bend..
It depends on my life..
And it hurts Like a Knife..
Dark shadows surround my soul..
I can feel it getting cold..
My sanity i need to hold..

I hope..With all my Heart..
.. To Find An Answer To This Mess..
You're not here, so you cant guess..