I Dare Say Poem by Laura arwen

It's very difficult
to concentrate when
the family is
around
I prefer to
stay quiet in
my world because
I feel misunderstood
in the real
world
I aspire to
live on my
own
Being alone is
the best thing
I can have
I hate not
having ideas for
cooking
I need the
patience to build
an house with
necessary things
I can't do
all my hobbies
all day because
I need to
do something else
I'm living bad
moments because I
have too much
things in my
mind and the
world is going
to be worse
I am aware
that I don't
want people to
be present in
my life
I'm desperate to
want the right
concentration in every
single moment of
the day
I need a
break from everything
I'm frustrated with
myself to not
be fast on
doing things