I Didn'T Mean It When I Said I Would Belong To You Forever Poem by Tatianna Rei Moonshadow

(Written as an opposite to my poem 'I Meant It When I Said I Would Belong To You Forever, now that I have realized that the relationship between myself and the man that poem was written for, I wrote this.)

No longer do I cry for you
I've decided that I must walk away
The bleeding has stopped and the would is now only a scar
Even if that price was not supposed to be mine to pay
All the lies I have forgotten
I no longer see you for me as a man good enough
All of the pain you cause me I've abandoned
And I have decided that you aren't worthy of my love
The cries that once made my throat raw are silent
I no longer have any words for you I wish to speak
I've taken back the person I always was
Without you I am free to just be me
I've given back your rings
And I have taken back my key
I lied when I said that I would wait for you
And to be honest I don't care that you ignore me
Never again will I suffer for you
Please leave me be and walk the other way
I'll never find any inspiration in you again
So now there is nothing left to say
I've learned very well from you how to be this cold
I've adapted to a more frozen emotional weather
You are no more than a dusty, packed-away memory to me
For I Didn't Mean It When I Said I Would Belong To You Forever