All The Drugs In This World
Won't bring back my past
I try every drug I can find
Hoping one high will last
...
(pt 1)
We seem so indifferent
Like we just don't feel
We've got cuts on our hearts
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I'll dance all night
I'll dance the pain away
I'll dance until the morning sun
Graces us with day
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Green-Eyed Suicide
With life such a blur
Wrists scarred from back to front
This is the life for her
...
Some Day I Won't Remember
How you smell or how you look
Some Day I Won't Remember
All the pieces of me you took
...
That night I laid beside you
With one hand upon your heart
It beat ever so gently
As we laid there in the dark
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Give me such Passion
That it knows no end
Let my heart grow wings
And take flight again
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Mother give me the strength to stand strong
Give me the courage to do whats right
Give me the life to live
And the wisdom to give good advice
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I haven't seen you in so long
The memories are beginning to fade
I want to see you one last time
So I can memorize your face
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I grow roses in a garden
The garden of my soul
The roses are all black
Fading and centuries old
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My cigarette is burning in the ashtray
I'm trying but I can't sleep
There are too many things on my mind
How do you do this to me
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Smile pretty girl
Keep the lies upon your face
Do anything you can
To fit in in this place
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Bruises and breaks
A few tugs to the heart
Do you love mommy
When shes tears you apart
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I watch the world from my room
Waiting for sleep to come
Staring up at the ceiling
Wishing I had a gun
...
Fire:
When the water turns to mist
And the flames are rising high
I'll appear to you my darling
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I don't want to live like this anymore
I can't lie to myself
I don't want to do this anymore
I can't deceive everyone else
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I know inside myself
That Every Heart Must Bleed
But when I'm sobbing all alone
I still ask, why me?
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I am who I am
I believe what I believe
You never will do it
So stop trying to change me
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Have you ever felt life
Have you ever felt love
Leaking from your fingers
Out of the wrist you've cut
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Tonight I'll stand under the streetlight
So you can count my tears
Falling so hard for you
In sighting each of my fears
...
I'm sixteen. I go to an ALC, where I am in eleventh grade. I've been writing since I was nine years old. My friends mean the world to me.I design clothing and draw a little. Tattoos are my addiction. My goal in life is to find a friend who attempted suicide and ended up with the mental capacity of a six year old and no memory at all. She doesn't know who I am anymore and I don't know where she is. I want to find her and make her fall in love with me all over again, then make her the happiest woman in the world to make up for the fact that I realized how much I really do love her too late to save her.)
All The Drugs In This World
All The Drugs In This World
Won't bring back my past
I try every drug I can find
Hoping one high will last
The one thing they can't do
Is the one thing that I want
Though I know I'm insecure
Its security that I flaunt
Acting as if I'm invincable
The drugs make me fly
I live for this addiction
Only alive from high to high
This sick sad addiction
Is all I'm living for
Without it my life is empty
I've lost everything and more
Now I sit in my room
Wondering how long this high will last
All The Drugs In This World
Can't bring back my past
thank you for the comment you left me - your Angel poems are really beautiful! And youre only 14? xx