I Don't Know What To Do! Poem by pringle popper

Is it the nights,
That just don't feel the same?
When you realise your alone,
And you've got no one else to blame,
Does it tear you apart,
To know you hurt me?
Is the thick fog passing?
And only now you can see?
I've waited so long,
To hear you apologise,
But I don't know,
If that's even more lies!
The truth is hard to come by,
When words leave your mouth,
My heart feels empty,
Like how you left my house,
I can't go back,
I am not a fool,
I'm learning to love myself,
Using my self help tools,
Have you got,
That sinking feeling inside your chest?
Does it make you feel low?
Are you overwhelmed and depressed?
Whatever you feel,
It's not a fraction of what you've put me through,
How dare you have the nerve,
So say " I love you"