Anita Khelawan

Bronze Star - 2,620 Points (6th March,1990)

I Hate - Poem by Anita Khelawan

I hate my life,
There were many times I wish I could die.
I at times really feel like dying,
But I only end up crying.

I hate my life,
And every thing (almost everything) in it.
Sometimes I just want to end it.
To forget all my miseries and sorrows,
Don't even bother about seeing another tomorrow.

At times I want to cut myself,
It's hard to do but it's like that's only thing that would help.
I know I am talking out of vexation.
I don't care.
I want to hurt the people who hurt me so bad,
Make them cry and feel real sad.

I feel so fed up,
People from outside would say 'Shut Up! ! '
You don't know what you talking about.
But I am not them,
And they are not me.
So please let me be.

At times I wonder what's my purpose,
Is for me to stay on this earth,
And basically just hurt,
Wait till it gets more worse.

So many things I hate.
Living up to so many expectations,
Wondering if I'll ever meet them.

Things people say to me it come off as me being dumb.
Not like that is what I think of myself.

There are times when I genuinely smile,
A blow from reality tells me things ain't right.
Maybe just maybe things might go my way,
And I'll actually see a brighter day.

Most times I feel so alone,
Constantly reminded I've got problems in my own home.
I feel so tired I just want to rest my head,
Days like these make me feel I'm better off dead! !


Comments about I Hate by Anita Khelawan

  • Ranjan Kumar Ghosh (9/21/2017 2:23:00 AM)


    hate.
    Living up to so many expectations,
    Wondering if I'll ever meet them.

    Things people say to me it come off as me being dumb.
    Not like that is what I think of myself.

    There are times when I genuinely smile,
    A blow from reality tells me things ain't right.
    Maybe just maybe things might go my way,
    And I'll actually see a brighter day.

    Most times I feel so alone,
    Constantly reminded I've got problems in my own home.
    I feel so tired I just want to rest my head,
    Days like these make me feel I'm better off dead! !
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  • Enoch John (12/24/2015 9:49:00 AM)


    quite stirring and heartfelt, but then that is life.There are disappointments but we must have faith in God. (Report) Reply

  • Dr.tony Brahmin (12/21/2015 8:56:00 AM)


    There are times when I genuinely smile,
    A blow from reality tells me things ain't right.
    Maybe just maybe things might go my way,
    And I'll actually see a brighter day. ohhhhhh nooooo you should not hate. dont think of dying, cutting the veins.
    just repeat in your heart today. i am good, i am loving, my life is planned by God. God is going to guide me and protect me. my life has a meaning. i will live here to do good to the poor and abandoned. is it ok my dear Poetess? thank um my dear poetess. tony
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    Anita Khelawan (12/21/2015 9:00:00 AM)

    Hi Tony.. thnx you so much... i really appreciate what you wrote :)

  • Mehta Hasmukh Amathalal (5/11/2010 8:49:00 PM)


    Most times I feel so alone,
    Constantly reminded I've got problems in my own home.
    I feel so tied I just want to rest my head,
    Days like these make me feel I'm better off dead! ! ... life is so adventerous and one must face it bravely as it will not end up with our death..very nicely placed at my heart. i loved it....10

    read mien you go alone... go back.. pulled from deep sleep
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  • (5/4/2010 5:36:00 PM)


    It's a really great poem I remember when I once felt like this (Report) Reply

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Poem Submitted: Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Poem Edited: Tuesday, May 11, 2010


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