I'Ll Not Be There Poem by sandy nobody

how long must i suffer
through this torturing of my soul
how long can the torment last
my world has a large empty hole

i used to feel strong inside
now i fear im starting to break
why is life so cruel
how can love be so fake

feel death drawing near
the end of my world shall come soon
why do i suffer through all this
feels like midnight but its only noon

your heart seems so cold inside
why have you no compassion
why so much selfishness
instead of love filled with passion

why must my heart love you
why for you should it care
for all you cause is pain and insecurity
dont look for me anymore, ill not be there