I Love You Poem by jenni carter

I never meant to feel anything more for you than that for a friend
but the moment I met you that mere idea I knew would come to a end
that does not mean I did not try my hardest to pretend
I did not feel anything at all and it worked for a little while
but after a while it began to be to hard to live with this denial
every time we'd spend together ever time I'd see you smile
would rip right into my heart and I tried to deny it tried
to push these feelings aside
but I couldn't so I even started to hide
it so no one knew the way I felt and know one would yell at me
its not my fault that you attracted me though it isn't hard to see
that what i feel for you shouldn't be
and that its wrong thats why
I TRIED so hard to deny
these feelings and lie
but i couldn't anymore
it was to much to ignore
I do not how it happened but you won my heart
and therefore you can tear it apart
but please don't i don't need that in my life
all i want is to someday be your wife
im in love with you
even though i tried my hardest not to
i fell and I don't regret this fall
because now that im on my knees trying to crawl
i can see maybe one day you'll feel the same
an if you don't id have no one but myself to blame