I Love You All Poem by Samarah Essler

In the dark empty night,
sits a lonely girl with fright,
she feels as if a hundred knives has stabbed her in the heart,
shes wondering when the time will come, for when she will fall apart,
people say things will get better,
she hears it all the time,
but what they don't know is it won't get better,
would killing herself be a crime? ,
shes feeling so much sadness,
this is all insane its madness,
her heart is slowly falling apart,
shes wondering when the pain will end,
and how did it start,
her heart is slowly breaking,
she body is really aching,
tears are falling fast from her eyes,
shes wondering what will happen if she dies,
she finds something sharp,
on her wrist she makes a mark,
blood starts hitting the floor,
her mark on her wrist is really sore,
but she doesn't care anymore,
shes starting to slowly fade away,
knowing she will be happy a new day,
she remembers she had left a note,
and on that note this is what she wrote:

To all the people who love me so,
I love you all I want you to know,
I had to do what I had to do,
but don't worry someday I will still see you,
I'll be up here waiting for you all,
just know that I'll be watching when you fall,
all of you I really love,
I'm saying that from my heart above.


March 6/ 2008