I'M Sick Poem by Samarah Essler

I want out,
im sick of the pain,
I need out,
this isn't a game,
why is this happening to me,
it happens everyday,
I can't take it anymore,
I want it to go away,
I hate this,
I want to it leave,
i'm done with it,
it's hard to breath,
cant think straight,
its hard to sleep,
worring too much,
its way to deep,
smoking to much,
I need to quit,
but its hard,
though I will try it,
i'm always sad,
I got marks on my wrists,
I know its bad,
sometimes its hard to resist,
always tired,
can't see straight,
don't know what to do,
too much on my plate,
not well,
always feeling sick,
need to feel better,
please help quick,
I feel different,
I don't feel like myself,
please tell me why,
do I have bad health? ,
I need some help,
I will go see my doctor,
I know I need to,
for now some one please be my wacther,
will I be ok,
will I make it through,
I guess we will see,
when i'm ok I will tell you.