I'M So Sorry... Poem by Sylvi Hart

I can't believe I'm actually crying over you
I can't believe you've actually caused my heart to break in two
It was such a long time ago, why am I feeling it now?
The pain and misery I felt before is now back, I'm wondering how?
I have tried and failed to escape my past
These unwanted memories, they've come back to me at last
I never meant for this to happen, I can't believe it did
I've been sulking in the shadows of which I've hid
It was an accident, I didn't mean everything I said
I still have your last words engraved inside my head
You lied to me, you don't love me, I mean nothing to you..but just so you know, you mean the world to me.
Up until that moment, I've missed what was plain to see
He was the only one that ever truly cared, ever really loved me
I never got the chance to say how much I loved him, or even say goodbye
How was I supposed to know that what I said would make him die?