I'M Still Sittin’ Up Here, Thinkin’ A This World Today.. Part Lll Poem by Rose Bean

Man oh man,
what do you do, what do you do..
when your still here..
thinkin of this world today?
Bouncin around, trying to form your life like clay,
and it all still seems the same from day to day.
I dream almost every night
and it makes me have to get up
because my minds full of fright.
My nightmares haunt me,
most my familys almost forgot me..
They don't want me
ill try and talk
but like I said its like they forgot.
My own fleash and blood..


I've lost the only thing I love..
The only thing I love.
But hopefully for a short period of time..
But time can only tell whats souppose to be there,
tell whats really mine.
I know for sure that when I love something I know its not always going to be there,
to help me in the end.
I know when I meet some body,
there not always going to end up being my friend.
I know that when I need somebody,
there not always going to be there to listen.
I know that when I'm going to fall in love
my hearts always going to glicen.
I know that my family is not always going tell me everything
so whats the point in listening?
I know that I'm not always goiong to tell my family everything,
so what the point in them listening?


Life is unfair, depressing, and always going to be curle..
So whats the point in living?
Ha yeah right! I ain't no fool!
Yeah life sucks so what get over it.
You'll get hurt by alot of things and learn to get over it.
Thats baciklly how life is,
get hurt and move on,
what's the point in always dragging it on?
What always gets you hurt, always makes you stronger.
Don't ever think that its just going to wonder.
Unless you give up thats your choice not mine
I'd rather live a good life, move on, and just think about mine.
I got my own problems to worrie about
I'm not about to be dragged into yours,
I've already drawn the line,
see thats my side, and that yours!
Life is like a bunch of random closed doors.
You'll never no whats behind them.
What do you expect?
To know whats going on on direct?


Life isn't innoccent, but life is always going to be free
now untill we start paying for it
I say we just live it up, I garentee!
Life is full of questions and sometimes never answers,
don't care what people think,
just hope life doesnt get anymore faster!
I live days hopeless, some days in disastor,
like I said you can only hope life doesnt get any faster...
And if you do live everyday like it is a disastor
then I would be playing the fast-forward button,
screaming, 'come on, faster..FASTER! '
Because life isn't a toy, life isn't a game
It just wants you to live your life, so go ahead get in the fast lane.



RoseMaryB.