I Miss The Old Me Poem by Lisa John

Im Cold and Im broken
Im Shaking on the floor
Crying hysterically
I dont care I can’t take it anymore
You can walk in and see me
I wont hide anymore
Behind this smile this mask
Im not the same girl I was before
I never was that girl
That was your imagination
Look closely and see
Your disgusting creation
Please tell me Im mental
Tell me Im insane
I dont want to be different
I want to be normal again
I want to smile because Im happy
I dont want to be this me
I want to be able to
Look in the mirror and be happy with what I see
Why Because I Miss The Old Me