Lisa John Poems

People love their dads
But why is it that i hate you
Do you even know my birthday
Do you even have a clue
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Its not enough that I love you
And its not enough that I care
And I can tell its not enough
By that distant stare you wear
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The sun rises in the morning,
And the sky bursts open with light.
I*ll just lie here mourning
As all hope is out of sight
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I just want to go home,
I want to go there
Where I was loved and cherished
To an extent I couldnt bare.
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Im Cold and Im broken
Im Shaking on the floor
Crying hysterically
I dont care I can’t take it anymore
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The racing thought, and the
Changing moods
The pain, and the cutting
It's not my fault, I don't choose
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It's no longer a mystery
As I know whats going on
Why I'd feel like the sun
Inside of me it shone
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I’m sorry I was born
I’m sorry I didn’t die
There and then when you gave birth to me
I’m sorry. You know why...
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Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
I've died and come back
Only to fail and crash into dust
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Tell me why
I can’t let go
Tell me why
I love so
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