I Thought I Was Over All This... Poem by I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel

You called me this morning,
i broke down and cried,
im going to be the reason,
for why this man dies...
i can't take it nomore,
i can't take this at all,
what little happiness i have built,
has taken a fall...
Who was that on the phone mum asked,
the police i cried,
my court case is moving,
now daddy will die..
'What do you mean he'll die, '
she asked out of fear,
'for sexually abusing me,
for over four years! '
'Kaila that is not your fault,
and he's not gonna die! '
But it was already too late,
i started to cry...
I ran to stevens,
but do you think he cared?
he might as well slammed the door in my face,
for this info he couldn't bare...
I don't need him,
i don't need any of you anymore,
im just going to wilt away,
on my blood stained floor..
see the story goes,
that my daddy will die,
and its all because of me,
im the reason why...! !
but you say it's not my fault,
it was him who did wrong,
but if he died from me putting him there,
i'd cry my whole life long...
cause he's still my daddy,
my love is still there,
and if he dies,
well.... it's just something i couldn't bare!
I know what he did,
is illegal and all,
but if he went to jail...
I started to bawl...
i didn't want to think about it,
but the thought was still there,
my court case is moving,
and im really really scared....