I tried to go out of the world today.
I thought it would be best to end it all.
After all my demons have beaten me
They wont loosen their grip.
It has wanted me dead
For so very long.
I wanted to die.
But still some one found me.
And saved my sad miserable life.
Why cant people see?
What I see.
Its so clear
My life is not worth living
Amy I am very sad thay I have been forced to live in an uncorrected body all of my life...I have tried to commit suicide when I was in the institutions, but someone always was there to save me. No I just commit suicide in my poems, because writing is my way of slashing my wrists. I reall sincerely hope that you do not take your physical life, because you are very young yet, and have a lot of life to live, even tho it may be the wrong one for you. I still live my sad and miserablelife too, but I take out my sadness in my writings, so others can see, that my life at least is not a wnat or a desire, but a very desperate need. Stay strong girlfriend. Barbara
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Your demons have not beaten you Amy if they had you would not be here and you would not be writing. You have not given up and I dont think you will because you keep coming back you will find what is you are looking for. Take care Séamus