I Want To But Never Can Poem by amanda garcia

I want to go far and beyond
But cant
I want to be free
But I am contained
I want to complain outloud
But I will be judged
By people who are
Worse off in life than Iwill ever be

I want to be created
But I am rejected
I have discovered that life
There are boxes that
You have to fit, To be accepted
They draw a picture
Then they want to apply

But I want to be free
To be me
But they never want to see
What I amcoming to be
A demented human being

Trying to be what
Everyones picture is describing
But they are not realizing
That the true
Amanda Renee Garcia is dieng

Not able to focus
On what I truelly want
I try to RUN
But their grasp
It gets tighter aroung my legs
I scream out in pain
Mine-as-well do what
Everyone else wants
Because Like I said:

If I talk, Iwill be judged
If I want to go far, I will only be able to take one step

I have discovered
That life Takes you where you dont want to be
I am Amanda Renee Garcia
And
Life is suficating