I Was: Careful Poem by Douglas Scotney

I was sitting up after 'Moonlight',
which had been very careful
about sexualities homo and auto.

I was wondering how to say 'nocturnal emission'
another way.

Wet dream, of course.

But dreamgasm, gaZdream.

Black, at 26, had one
and looked down and touched it.
And went and had sex
with Kevin who'd once,
and only once,
touched Black's,
at 16.

And it hadn't been touched since.

How careful was Black?