ramasamy sebastien

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'' I Wish '' - Poem by ramasamy sebastien

Life Life Life.........
i wish i was special
i wish i was famous
i wish i was wise
i wish i was great
i wish i was loved
i wish i could cry
i wish i was somebody else
i wish i could fly
i wish i could change the past
i wish i could be saved
i wish i could go far away
i wish i could be with you
i wish you were here
i wish my dreams came true
i wish my friend was there
i wish i was happy
i wish i was heartless
i wish i could appreciate life
i wish i could say all i have to say
i wish you were mine
i wish i was strong
i wish i could reach the sky
i wish i was an actor
i wish i was a singer
i wish i was fearless
i wish i belong to somewhere
i wish that someone could understand me
i wish i had a perfect soul
i wish i was perfect
i wish i was cool
i wish i could control my acts
i wish i could control my feelings
i wish i could make you happy
i wish i could be with the one made for me
i wish i was not that weird
i wish i was normal
i wish i had friends
i wish i could trust
i wish i didn't hate
i wish my mind was clear
i wish i could erase my memories
i wish i was not there
i wish i was not the one i am
i wish i was not sad
i wish i could not think
i wish i was a fool
i wish i was stupid
i wish i were in your arms
i wish i could smile
i wish i could be positive
i wish i could have a perfect body
i wish i could respect myself
i wish i could love you
i wish i had a family
i wish i could run
i wish that i never wake-up from my dreams
i wish someone hear me
i wish someone saves me
i wish i was me

But am a creep! And i don't care because it does not matter and after all am nothing, am just a lost soul among others, who can find his way on this earth, all my wishes i know and that they wont never become true because i don't deserve them, there are others who need it more than me.
I'm not living, i am trying to survive where there is a war in my head and my soul, i wish i could believe but i can't, am sorry!
I accept my life as it is because happiness, joy and all the good feelings are not for me, i dreamt of them sometimes but i don't think i made for all that, i was born in loneliness and sadness is all i knew, for those who said stop thinking like that i will just say am not the only one, and maybe one day you will be like me but i hope not.
You know i seem to be in depression but no am just realist and i face myself to the world, if i seem sad or feel sad its normal for me because its all i know, so i tried to get out of all this but where i go and what i done its always the same, am bored i give up! i prefer to just keep going forward with a fake smile on my face, i will tell to you my friend that i am okay even if i'm crying inside because except lies i have nothing to hide me, i'm living in lies to pretend that i am a happy man and that my life is so great, for many of people who know me they believe in that but you know what my life is a lie, am a living lie.


i am a creep, am nothing am fake and its does not matter in the end coz am nothing in this world!

http: //www.youtube.com/watch? v=9eHus6M7Gpk


Comments about '' I Wish '' by ramasamy sebastien

  • (4/13/2010 7:38:00 PM)


    'i prefer to just keep going forward with a fake smile on my face, i will tell to you my friend that i am okay even if i'm crying inside because except lies i have nothing to hide me, '..... i can totally see where your coming from with this. I really enjoyed reading this and the link at the end is perfect. I played the song and reflected on your poem. Please keep writing because id love to keep reading..... Keep me updated on upcoming poem...Amy :) (Report) Reply

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Poem Submitted: Tuesday, April 13, 2010



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