I Wonder Poem by ESPN CHICK

How do I know if these feelings for you is true
I wish I had a clue
Only wish you lived near
But you still wouldn't have time for me would you
I know you wouldn't

I've tried to bury these feelings for you
But I dug them back up
I know I won't ever get over you
If only you knew how I feel
Not a day that goes by I don't think about you

Sometimes I lye awake at night
Thinking about you and all the laughs we had
Cause you always knew how to put a smile onto my face
Even when my day was rough
And when I was in tears wanting to leave this world for good

You came into my life and I wonder why
I wonder why you make me laugh
I wonder how can I still talk to you after four years
After four years of lies and truths how could I know which was which
But I kept talking to you cause there was something about you I loved

I wish we could met once and for all
Then maybe I would find my true feelings for you
But how can I go this low
How can I fall in love with you
After all I don't know you all that well

What should I do
Cause we hardly talk anymore
You're too busy now
Even though you talk to me for two hours or so
Keep me up late at night just talking to you

Then I would be tired at school
And not focusing on nothing and no one else but you
Could it be that you put a spell on me
Cause if feels like I'm under a spell
I keep thinking of you

And I wonder do you ever think of me too
I miss talking to you and I've tried talking to others
But for some reason your name never leaves me
Its attached to my heart no strings with it
But tell me do you feel what I feel



February 14,2008