If Poem by Christina Ramirez

If only I would have loved him, I wonder what life would have been.
If only I could see how much he really loved me, I don't think I would be where I'm at today; but my love blew away.
His thoughtful kisses, his bedtime wishes, his loving hugs and my meaningless shrugs.
How he kissed, but I'm only dreaming in bliss.
The way he loved me, but instead I let it be
I'd probably wouldn't be where I'm at today; but my love blew away
If only I could see, just the man that he could be
He'd still be here with me.

*originally written in 2002*