If I Were Not Stupid Poem by Priyasha Mukherjee

I feel a kind of fear when I searched for you and couldn't find you near.
Everything was so perfect when we were together,
Now everything is in a mess because you're not here.
The early winter breeze never felt so cold before as I stand in the balcony
When thousand memories came running to haunt me.
The loud noise of silence is killing me from inside and
I'm missing the days when you were there by my side.
Baby, I love you so much
Even at times though I do things that hurt.
Unknowingly I've done things that gave pain to you extremely
So, 'I'm sorry' wasn't good enough for you to forgive me.
I still have so much to prove you,
Trust me, I'll always be in love with you.
Now, as on the bed with my tears I lay, thinking
if I were not so stupid to let it go away.