If Only Poem by Mustafa Khairallah

If only I see your eyes now
Oh God Help me
Don't think I don't miss you
But I am just full of fear
How can I know what do you feel? How?
I really dont know what it could be
Only you can tell me what to do
I don't need to hear
Just see your eyes

If only I can be there
when you wake up in the morning
sleeping by your side
prepare your breakfast with my hand
see you comb your hair
Kiss you and say good morning
all this feelings i can't hide
when I see your face and
just see your eyes

If only I can be by your side
When we are old
and I have someone
to help me to stand up
Or to walk with me in the streets in pride
Or even make me warm when it's cold
And you are that one
cause my grand ma once read my cup
and saw your eyes

If only you were next to me
When I would be on my death bed
If only I could touch your hand
If only I could feel your skin
but for now,
Let me see your eyes