Im Afraid Poem by vanessa feliciano

I dont know what i should do
Keep on hiding
tell the truth?
Shadow my feelings
Close up my heart
Go on like this
until we part?
Im so confused
Im so afraid
I dont know what to do
Can he relate?
Is he afraid too?
Is he fleeing life?
Is he lying too
Is he feeling strife?
Is it my fault?
Did i make him like this?
To just know the truth
that is my wish
But as life should have it
we cant get our way
Im at a loss for words
Im so afraid
Im so afraid.